Rainy days

Today has been the cloudiest, rainiest, darkest day..
I don't think I could quite explain my feelings today, up and down I suppose.
I've been through so much in the last 2 months, and I'm still standing, so I beg of you try to push me down because I'm not going to budge. I hate that you can be the most loyal of people, you can do no wrong, and it still all blows up in your face, it makes me wonder what is the point of it all, why even bother in the first place when there's no happy ending.

On a more positive note I won't give up trying, because I feel there's more to come, and I feel like giving up on you would make me a failure, and I won't fail. This illness seems to have gotten the better of you, and that's fine because I can wait.