Frustrated, stuck, I need to find the strength to get up, and get out of this mess that I've created for myself. I can blame no one but myself, and I just want to find meaning to this life that I've been given.
I can no longer sleep until dusk, I wake up emotionally exhausted and I feel so incredibly guilty.
I thought my forte was in writing but I no longer feel I have what it takes to follow this through.
I just cannot do this to myself anymore, I'm an empty shell, yet inside my body is a smaller me screaming out, to get out, to be someone.
It's time to get motivated, as I can't do this forever, I'm lost.